Deanna heard the girlish giggle through Will's door as she made her way to
his quarters. She came to a halt and sighed.
*Oh no, not again!... I can't put it off any longer, I must speak to him tonight*
William Riker and Deanna Troi, had been best friends....for ever. Starting
off as brief lovers on her home planet of Betazed. Then his career had taken him
away, and her commitments to her mother, and her heritage, had forced her to
remain. Until the day came when she knew that she had to leave it all behind and
follow her dream of joining Star Fleet, and hopefully being reunited with her
But things did not quite happen that way. Their two year seperation had built
a small wall between them. Albeit a very small wall, but enough to realise that
the passion that they had shared on the planet, was well and truly cooled. But
they were absolute best friends, and would do anything for each other. Even die.
It was this thought that was uppermost in Deanna's head as she stood in front
of his door, trying to pluck up the courage to break up whatever was going on on
the other side of the large grey metallic entrance.
She took a deep breath and pressed the button with one long finger. It was
shaking as much as the rest of her.
She had no doubt that Will knew who was on the other side, because when he
finally opened the door, he was casually propped up against its frame with only
a small, very small, towel slung around his waist, and a grin that only Will
would give to her under the circumstances. Namely knocking on the door when he
was in the middle of seducing the latest new ensign to board the ship.
'Deanna!, What a lovely surprise!, come in.' The laughing sarcastic tone that
he used comforted Deanna a little when she realised that he really did not mind
her intruding. But still, she hesitated. Will gave her a withering look, and
grabbing her arm, he dragged her in.
Deanna looked around the room. The living area was a disaster. Empty wine
bottles littered the table, along with glasses. Soothing jazz music floated
softly round the room, and a trail of discarded clothes made their way to his
'I'm sorry Will, I can come back later...' She started to head back out of
the door, but he stood in front of her and blocked her way. Will reached out to
touch her arm.
'Deanna, is something wrong?'
A movement behind them made them both turn. The ensign Will was
'entertaining' , was hurridly gathering up her clothes and putting on enough to
be able to walk to her quarters without being called a streaker. She smiled
sheepishly as she backed up towards the door.
'Hey guys listen, I'm gonna run, I'll see you tomorrow Commander, and thanks
for a terrific evening.' She blushed daintily and eased herself around the two
of them.Tthe scent of lime massage oil assaulted Deanna's nostrils. She looked
up at Will and started to apologise again. He held up his hand in front of face
to stop her.
'Dee, I know that whatever it is, is important, otherwise you wouldn't have
gatecrashed my party. Now...Tell me... What's wrong?'
Deanna looked at him for a long moment. She looked afraid. Will could sense
that she was upset, worried and confused... and what really scared him was that
she looked frightened.
'Deanna, talk to me. You can tell me, please'
She turned away from him and nervously wrung her hands together. He could
feel her growing tension, and felt his own increasing to the point that he held
'Will...I went to see Beverly today'
Deanna turned to look at him, her eyes glistened with tears. She was tembling
visibly and her voice had begun to sound choked.
'She told me... She told me that I have only six months...'
Deanna did not get any further. Will had dragged her into his arms and was
hugging her fiercely, holding her head tight to his chest.
'Oh, no Imzadi. No, no no...'
Deanna felt him sob, and tried to push away from him so that she could
finish, but when she looked up at him, tears were streaming down his face. She
touched her hand to his cheek and tried to wipe away the moisture.
'Oh Will, I'm not going to die....but I only have six months to get
He sniffed as he tried to comprehend what she was telling him. His blue eyes
sparkled with unshed tears.
She nodded, and smiled at him tenderly.
'Come on, sit down and I'll explain what's been happening'
Taking his hand, Deanna led him over to his sofa. She pulled him down, and
turned to sit facing him.
He had gone very quiet, but now he whispered,
'Deanna, tell me...'
'Well, like I said, I went to see Beverly today for a routine check up, and
she found a tumour.'
Will gasped, and she patted his hand, took a deep breath and carried on.
'Beverly can remove the tumour. But in order to do so, she's going to have to
remove some of my repoductive organs. so, if I want any children of my own, I've
got to have them within the next six months. That is all she is prepared to wait
before she insists on doing the surgery.'
Will was amazed.
'You mean, even in the 24th century, nothing can be done. there's no other way?'
She shook her head sadly.
'No, no other way. It's attached itself to so many of the vital organs needed
for childbirth, that there is just no way of removing the tumour without
removing most of my womb.'
'Will lightly stroked her hair. His heart ached for her.
'Oh Dee...I know how much you've always wanted children.'
She choked back the sobs that were threatening. Will pulled her into his
embrace and she let go the built up grief that had she had been storing all day.
'Oh my sweetest Imzadi. What can I do to help you through this?'
She pulled back away from him, and looked deep into his eyes and plucked up
the courage to speak.
'I want you to get me pregnant Will. I want to have your baby...'
'Wha...What did you say?'
He swallowed noisily. She was kidding, right?! He laughed. But when he saw
she was not even smiling, he come to an abrupt halt.
'Dee, I'm....stunned. I don't know what to say'
She stood, clearly dismayed by his response.
'I'm sorry, I should have never come to you with this. It was stupid. Forget
you ever saw me about this. I can find other ways, goodnight Will'
Will was left standing in the middle of his living room watching her depart.
He knew he should have chased after her, but he was rooted to the spot, still in
shock from the most, what seemed to him, ridiculous idea he had heard in a long
time. But he also knew that she was desperately distraught and needed
comforting, so he called the only person he knew that could help her, Beverly.
If Deanna had a door in her quarters with hinges on, she would have slammed
it so hard it would have come off.
Deanna was furiously angry, and totally unprepared for his response. She
thought that he, of all people, would have gladly helped her. And what hurt
beyond belief, was that he had not even followed her. He had always came after
her when she was upset. She had really blown it this time.
'He let me down!, I can't believe it, he let me down!'
It went round and round, and over and over in Deanna's head.
'He let me down!, what am I going to do now?'
She wasn't quite sure which upset her more. The thought that Will did not
want her, or that she wasn't going to ever have Will's baby. That was one of the
few things that had carried her on after he had left her on Risa and her
ultimate goal of finding him again.
By the time Beverly had arrived, Deanna had reduced herself to such a state
that Beverly was forced to sedate her.
Will did not sleep a wink that night. His mind went over and over, and over .
*I want you to get me pregnant Will, I want to have your baby...*
Jeez!, What this woman does to me. Sure, she's still sexy, but she's Deanna.
She's my best friend. Now it would be like making love to my sister. But how can
I help her, I want to help, I can't let her down, not now. She IS my best
Will watched the clock on his bedside cabinet slowly go round until it
reached the alarm time. He still stared at it, knowing that he was going to have
to get up for his shift. Knowing that he was going to have to face Deanna. The
latter brought yet another gut-wrenching moan from him.
Swinging himself out his bed, he plodded to the bathroom. He spent a good ten
minutes under the shower, and just let the water run. And as it run, he made up
his mind. He was going to tell her he could not do it. He could not father her
Deanna heard him come onto the bridge, and she felt his eyes on her back.
Sensing the negativity from him, she was dismayed. Deanna was sure he would have
changed his mind once he had thought about it, but it was evident that he was
not going to help her.
Before Will had resumed his seat, Deanna got up and headed off the bridge,
muttering her apologies to a surprised Captain, who automatically looked to Will
for any response from him. He didn't like what he saw. Picard was not sure who
looked more haggard, Will or Deanna. But it was obvious that they were both
'Number One, could you kindly go and check on the Counselor and make sure she
Will looked at him briefly, then stood with a sigh.
'Sir, I think this could take some time.'
'No problem, I'm sure we can manage without you both for a few hours.'
Will walked off the bridge and pondered as to where she would have gone. He
finally decided on Ten Forward.
He was not looking forward to this. It was obvious that she had already
guessed his reluctance to help her. All he needed now was a good reason why.
Sure enough, Deanna was sitting in her usual spot staring out at the stars.
Will quietly came to a stand behind her, she did not even look at him.
'Your not going to help me, are you Will?'
She sounded so sad that Will debated on telling her. And then, at that point,
he knew he couldn't do this to her. Will sat before her perched on the seats
edge so he could look into her face.
'Deanna, is there really no other way?'
Will was surprised when she nodded her head slowly.
'I've thought about it a lot, and I've decided to try insemination. I don't
think I can casually make love to someone without some form of emotional
attachment. It's just not me. At least this way any diseases will have been
eliminated, or any deformities. And most of all, any attachments to the father'
Will physically cringed at the unemotional way she was describing what should
be one of the most exciting events of her life, and she was talking about it
like it was a medical problem that had to solved, Hell!, at the end of the day,
'Deanna, could I be the donor for you?'
She felt her spirits lift a little.
'Will, do you know what you are saying?
He ran his hands through his hair and contemplated what he had just said, and
ended up grinning.
'Yes, I think so...What now?'
Will sat on the biobed listening to Beverly. His embarrasment grew steady
worse with every word that came out of her mouth.
'I need you to give me sample of sperm in this test tube Will. There is a
view screen over there that you can access. There is a programme that has some
'suitable material' for you to look at if you have trouble getting...stimulated'
He coughed nervously and fidgeted to the point where Beverly put a hand on
his leg and smiled.
'Will, think of Deanna...'
And she left him to it.
Will stared at the viewscreen for some time, before hopping off the bed and
switching it on. He turned the volume off, because he hated the thought of
Beverly knowing that he needed help in doing something that he really should not
have had any trouble doing, what with his reputation an' all!
Finding the programme that she had recommended, he sat back on the bed and
The film was doing nothing for him at all, he barely got a stirring.
Certainly not enough to produce a bucketful of sperm! In fact, the more he
thought about it, the more turned off he became. He was a physical man, and he
needed a physical woman to do it.
One hour later, a tentative knock came on the doorBeverly's voice sounded
through the door.
'Will, are you done?'
The door flew open and a very red-faced Will Riker came hurtling past her
'It must have been the blonde last night. Drained me dry... Sorry!'
Beverly was left staring at the sickbay exit giggling to herself.
Deanna opened her door to his hail. She had been expecting him, but was soon
startled by what he had to say.
'I think we should do this the old fashioned way, y'know, man and woman. Face
to face as it were...What do you say?'
Deanna took his hand and pulled him into her quarters.
'I think that's a very good idea. If its the only way I'm going to get any of
this sperm, I guess I'd better be around so no-one else get's it first!'
As Will stood in front of Deanna and drank in her beauty, his mind worked on
*This shouldn't be so hard. Hell, I could screw anything providing it
resembled a female*
He swept her into his arms and carried her into her bedroom. Quickly ridding
them both of their clothes he gently laid her down on the bed. She looked so
damn good, that his insides glowed with the knowledge that she was going to his
Deanna's eyes begged him to kiss her. She licked her lips to moisten them
knowing from times past that Will was going to ravage her mouth. He liked to
kiss. It was a particular trait that she loved about him, he liked to kiss you
stupid before claiming the rest of your body.
And sure enough, seconds later, his mouth lowered to hers, only this time, he
had a beard. That in its own way, sent erotic feelings through her being when it
brushed accross her face. Oh yes, he had kissed her several time since they had
been on board, but a light peck as friends do. This was a whole new experience,
and she wondered what it would feel like when he started on the rest of her
body. The antisipation of that alone sent shudders through her loins.
Will enjoyed kissing Deanna, he always had. He loved the way she teased his
mouth. She could do wonders with her tongue, and she loved to nip his lips with
her teeth. His ardent passion was blossoming and he knew it would not be long
before he could get down to the business of making Miss Deanna Troi an expectant
Before long, hands began to feel their way around each others bodies,
reveling in the changes since their last encounter. Both had matured. Will had
become much more muscular. Deanna felt the bulging biceps everywhere her fingers
touched. The hair upon his chest, was no longer a teenage furry down and she
marveled at how masculine it made him look.
Her own desire was fast building, and Deanna knew that before long , she was
going to need their joining any time, right now. But Will had other ideas, he
wanted to make this memorable. So she was surprised when he pinned both of her
hands above her head, and calmly looked over her body. Deanna's body had ripened
to become quite exquisite. Her creamy skin was like satin as his large fingers
traced her womanly contours. Will felt her tremble with desire. Deanna pleaded
with him to put her out of her torment.
He moved above her and exalted in the feeling that their bodies snugly fitted
together despite his size and her petitness. Her legs parted expectantly and
Will moved closer to reunite their bodies, and their hearts and souls. And then
*I want you to make me pregnant Will. I want to have your baby.*
Will felt his member shrivel. There was no way a baby was going to be made
Will groaned with despair, and Deanna groaned with frustration
Who's thoughts projected first, neither one of them knew, but they both heard
*Oh no, not now*
Will's body collapsed on top of hers and his silence worried Deanna.
'Will...Are you o.k?'
Will groaned into her hair. His dismay and embarrassment of not being able to
perform, and the guilt that he was feeling because he knew that Deanna should
have been angry at him. But she was not and it made him feel like a louse. The
one time she needed him. Really needed him, and he had let her down.
'I'm sorry Deanna, I can't do this, it's just not right...I'm sorry'
Will climbed off from her and sat on the edge of bed, his hands run through
his hair. Deanna sat up beside him, unconsiously pulling the sheet to partially
cover her body. He glanced at the movement and groaned again. Not from desire,
but the same gut-wrenching thought that he had let her down once more.
Will started when he felt her hand gentle stroke down his back. He stood up
abruptly and walked into the bathroom, and stood leaning on the sink, looking
into it. Looking up, he caught his reflection in the mirror. The face that
looked back at him sneered with the contempt that he felt he deserved, and he
wished he was anywhere but in her quarters so that he could vent out his rage.
He looked at his mirror image and then into the face beyond his shoulder. Her
look only reflected her concern, ashamed Will had to look away again.
'Will, it's o.k., I understand.'
'No, no you don't Deanna. You needed me, and I let you down.'
He felt her touch his shoulder again. This time he didn't pull away, but
turned and looked sadly into her eyes. His words shattering her very being into
'I'm sorry, but your going to look elsewhere for your baby's fatherI I don't
seem to be capable of providing you with the necessary ingredients.'
Will brushed past her and grabbed his clothes, climbing into his trousers at
the same time, Moments later he walked out of her quarters.
Will heard the door chime and knew it was Deanna on the other side. He had
spent another miserable night wide awake. Not believing his own failure, he
cringed at his own embarasment, as well as what Deanna must have thought about
him. Right now, she was the last person he wanted to see this morning, so he
ignored her hail.
Deanna was not going to be put off that easily. Using her authorisation
overide code, she entered his quarters. Determined that he was going to hear her
out, her purposful stride into his inner sanctum hid the fact that she was
shaking in her boots.
She stood looking at him with one hand on her hip, her foot tapping
restlessly on his carpet and a look that would have withered an enraged klingon.
'Are you going to hide yourself away in here all day, or are you going to
face up to the fact that we have a serious problem that needs discussing?'
That rattled him.
'What do you suggest?, I go see a Counselor. and besides, you don't have the
problem, I do'
Deanna came to sit in front of him on the bed. She took a long moment before
she answered, knowing that she needed to be careful of upset him anymore than he
'Will, I know I've put you under a great deal of pressure, and I'm sorry for
that. But I think I have a solution'
She nodded with a little smile, clearly pleased with her brainstorm.
'I think we should date for a while. Rebuild a relationship before we attempt
to try making love again'
Will looked at her surprised
'Date...as in boyfiend, girlfriend, holding hands, kissing in the back seat
of a shuttlecraft kind of dating?!'
She nodded again, her breath held as she waited for his answer.
'O.k...we can give it a go. But what about your schedule, we only have so
much time. What if it doesn't work?'
'It will, what could go wrong...You love me, right?'
'and I love you Will...It will work, we just need a little time to get used
to each other again.'
Deanna had set the challenge, and waited to see what he would do next.
He came up trumps.
'Miss Troi, can I escort you to a trip to holodeck three tonight, to a dance
and maybe a light supper afterwards?'
She grinned as her heart overflowed with delight that he was at least willing
News travelled fast aboard the Enterprise that Commander William Riker was
going steady with Councellor Deanna Troi. Everybody thought it was sweet the way
they walked around the ship. Hand in hand, giving each other little kisses, and
giggling like teenagers.
They were doing just this in Ten Forward a couple of weeks after they had
started dating. They were oblivious to everyone around them including the
Captain when he came in with Beverly. Beverly nudged him in the ribs and
indicated to the two love birds who, at that moment in time, were draped around
each other. In fact, Deanna was sitting accross Will's lap, nuzzling his ear,
and he was chuckling at what ever she was whispering.
Picard coughed with embarrasment that made Beverly laugh at him.
'Why Captain, aren't you pleased to see your two senior officers obviously
very happy and very much in love with each other?'
'Yes, Well, I am pleased, I just wish they could be a little more discreet'
Beverly laughed out right at him.
'Oh, you old stick in the mud. Perhaps you should follow their example, it
would take years off you!'
Picard looked at her with some surprise.
'Doctor, are you making a pass at me?'
'Why Captain, would you take me up on it if I did?'
He took her by the arm and led her back out of the lounge, whispering quietly,
'Why don't we discuss this a little more privately in my quarters Doctor...'
Will and Deanna had forgotten just how much they loved each others company.
Although they were very close as best friends, but as sweethearts, not lovers.
They had not reached that crossroad yet. But as sweethearts nothing could get
Their new found love was so deep and profound that they knew that when they
did finally manage to complete that ultimate goal that they were holding off for
until the timing was right, nothing was ever, or never going to seperate them
Deanna's fertile days were fast approaching, but she did not want to tell
Will so that he would feel pressurised. But he had already felt the change in
her, and knew that it was getting close to that time once again.
Will was fairly confident that he would fulfill his duty this time. He had
to, for Deanna's sake. They had purposly avoided talking about babies, but on
the odd occasion that Will found himself privately thinking about it, he felt
his stomach knot. Sometimes he got so nervous that he thought he was going to be
sick, and decided to see Beverly about it...
'Will, its perfectly natural that you should be scared of it happening again.
But I can give you something that will help. It will relax you, so that you
won't feel the tension building up.'
His embarrasment at having to confide in Beverly clearly showed on his face.
But he knew that he was going to need some help, and if it was for his precious
Imzadi, then he could face any embarrasment that he had too from now on. Beverly
gently patted him on the shoulder, and handed him the small hypospray.
'Chin up Will... and hopefully everything else will stay up too...!'
He forced a sarcastic smile at her, and hopping off the bio-bed, he walked
out, throwing her his parting shot.
'Well I'm sure that you and Jean-Luc won't have the same problem. But I
surpose it will be handy having a Doctor close to hand to administer his
Beverly stared after him open-mouthed as he continued out of sick-bay.
*How did he find out about her and the Captain?!, Oh my god, the whole ship
must know by now. So much for trying to be discreet!*
Deanna had begun to regularly take her temperature, Beverly had insisted that
she did so, so she could maximise the chance of conception. Today it was at its
She knew that Will had not started his shift yet, so he would still be in
quarters. She hailed him.
'Counselor Troi to Commander Riker'
It was only seconds before she heard his voice come back to her.
'Yes Counselor, what can I do for you?'
She laughed at the image that came uppermost in her mind.
'Would you like to meet me in holodeck three at 1700 hours?'
Will smiled to himself and wondered what she had got planned this time.
Another movie, or a pig out at a pizza joint. A gondola ride through the streets
of venice. And her favourite that they had been to several times, an ice-cream
To watch her trying out all the various flavours, was an erotic experience
all on it's own. He was not quite sure who was getting more turned on. Him
watching her, or her tasting the ice-cream. Either way, they always had a
marathon kissing session afterwards that could have quite easily have ended up
with them making love. But Deanna had always stopped him, he was not quite sure
why, as this obviously her goal. But she had her reasons, and he was more than
happy to go along with it.
'I'll be there'
When Will entered the holodeck, he was stunned. Deanna had managed to
replicate an old American classic car. It was a 1966 Buick. Its chrome sparkled
against the jet black shiny paintwork, and as he gently traced his fingers over
the bonnet his admiration for this hunk of ancient machinery was evident on his
face. He looked around at the rest of the holosuite and saw that they were in
fact, at a drive-in movie. The film filled the screen in front of him and he
stared at it facinated, until Deanna spoke.
'So, are you going to watch the film all night, or join me?'
Will swung around at her voice, and saw that she had opened the car back
door. He could not see her, so he came over and peeked inside. He grinned when
he saw her, but that soon turned to amazement when he saw what she was wearing.
She had on the tightest, tightest pants he had ever seen. They moulded her
body like a second skin. Her red top was hanging off her shoulder. He was not
sure if it was surposed to be there, but he liked the effect. Her feet were
propped upon the front seat and she had on the highest stiletto heels that he
had ever seen. Deanna sat back against the leather seat, oozing sex. Her hair
was pulled up on one side and held there with a clip, and her lips were bright
red. Her long fingernails matched. She looked totally at ease, while he...he was
lost for words.
Deanna's long fingers beckoned him in, and Will climbed in beside her. She
smiled at him and asked brightly.
'Do you like it? I looked up old Earth dating customs, and this was one of
the things it came up with. Apparently, a very large percentage of babies were
conceived in the back of cars, especially in the 1950's and 60's'
Will laughed outright at the thought and looked around him again, not quite
'But Deanna, there's hardly enough room to sit, let alone make babies. How
did they do it??'
She slipped over to him and manouevred herself across his lap, draping her
arms around his neck.
'I'm sure we'll find a way.' As her lips descended down onto his.
Will's hands wandered up and down her body. He loved the feel of the soft
leather trousers. It was almost like touching her own skin, and he grew aroused
at just the thought. His hands made their way up to her shoulders, and he found
that one downward movement on her arms reduced the dainty top to a puddle around
Once Deanna had realised what Will was doing, she slipped her hands out of
the shoulder straps. He did a double take when he saw that she was not wearing a
bra, and her breasts were right there, in front of his face. He did not
hesitate. Will just placed his face onto her chest, and hugged her tight. He
thought he had died and gone to heaven.
'Sweet Jesus Deanna, what are you doing to me?
Deanna lifted his head from her chest and looked deep into his eyes. Her own
were dark and sultry, the passion smouldered. Will's were sparkling with desire,
his longing even more evident.
'I need you Deanna, I'm making you mine'
Before Deanna had realised it, Will had flipped her over so that it was her
who was sitting back on the soft leather seat. Will had managed to find a space,
and was now kneeling on the floor between her legs. They both looked down at her
pants and groaned. They seemed like a great idea at the time, now they had
become their greatest obstacle.
Will looked to see if there was a seam. There was. He gave a tug, and once
Deanna realised what he was going to do, giggled and lifted her tush from off
the seat. Will grabbed at the waist band with both hands and pulled hard. The
material gave way with an almighty tearing sound. They both burst out laughing
when Will tossed the offending item to one side, but he became quiet again when
he saw Deanna was not wearing any panties. Will's thoughts were of a man
possessed as he undid his own pants and pushed them down to his knees
*Man, this lady is out for the kill tonight*
Deanna had pulled herself up and now sat on the edge of the seat and she
tugged at his shirt,
'Now Will, please, NOW!...'
It was all the encouragement he needed. No time to think about if he could,
or why, or even knowing that a baby could result in this joining. He entered her
in one, swift, Earth-shattering thrust, that brought a scream of ecstacy from
the both of them as they clung together. Neither one able to move until the
euphorium had regained its momentum and they began to move together, finally
reaching that ultimate goal that they had worked so hard for.
When Will finally realeased himself into her, they looked at one other. Both
panting from their exertions, they knew, without a doubt, at that moment, they
had just made a baby.
'Congratulations Deanna, you are now officially two weeks pregnant'
Beverly covered her ears as Deanna squealed with delight, and leapt off the
bio-bed into both her and Will's arms. Will was grinning from ear to ear,
clearly pleased with himself, but he didn't think he would feel like this. The
thought that he had just created a whole new life, made him stop suddenly.
*I have made a little human being, I'm going to be a dad*
Beverly and Deanna had stopped leaping around the sickbay when they had
noticed Will's face change.
Deanna nervously touched his arm,
'Will..are you alright?
He nodded rapidly. Too choked to say anything Will turned and hurridly left
the sickbay, leaving two women staring at closed doors.
'I must go to him Beverly, he needs me'
Beverly nodded her understanding and Deanna followed Will out.
She could see him up ahead of her, but let him walk to where ever he was
going. She understood Will enough to know that he needed to reach his
destination before he would speak to her. He made his way to his own quarters
and she followed him inside. Will stood in front of his window, and stared out
at the passing stars.
Will knew Deanna had followed him and he felt her presence when she walked
into the room and stopped short some six feet from him. She spoke first.
He still could not speak, and when he felt her arms go around his waist, he
clasped her hands and choked back the sobs that threatened.
'Let it go Will. You need to let it all out'
Deanna gently pulled at him to turn him around. As he hugged her close, she
felt him quietly cry into her shoulder.
How long they stayed like that she didn't know, until eventually Will sniffed
and went to pull away from her. Deanna would not let him go.
'Will, talk to me'
'I'm sorry, I feel so stupid...When Beverly told us, I felt this,
overwhelming feeling. We've created a baby Dee, our own little person. I mean...
I knew that night in the holodeck was when it really happened, but now... now
it's been confirmed, it all makes it so real. We've made the most wonderous
creation on Earth and I'm going to be a dad. Your going to be a mom, I'm so
sorry I blew your moment of glory.'
Deanna smiled at him tenderly, and reached up to touch his face.
'Oh, Will, that is the sweetest thing you've ever said to me. I shall
treasure this moment for ever.'
Will hugged her fiercely, his gratitude radiating throughout her mind and
body. Deanna had never felt as happy as she felt now and she did not think
anything, or anyone, could take that away from her.
Everyone noticed the change between the Commander and the Counselor. Before
they had been very happy, always laughing and joking, teasing and chasing. Now
Will behaved like Deanna was about to break. He became very attentive to her,
always pulling the chairs, holding her hand to help her sit. Constantly asking
how she felt. Did she need anything. Was she warm enough.
Beverly watched them in the Ten Forward lounge, her concern evident in her
pale features. She had not realised she had spoke out loud.
'He's smothering her'
Guinan looked over her soulder and smiled.
'At least it shows he cares. It'll pass...Wouldn't you like your man to
behave like that with you?'
The question took Beverly by surprise. Guinan knew!
Beverly turned and leaned accross the bar whispering frantically.
'How did you know about that?'
Guinan smiled serenely and pointed to Deanna.
'Look at her face, she's glowing. You can tell she's pregnant just by the
aura she giving off... Your doing it too'
Beverly did not know what to say. She opened her mouth, then shut it again.
She had a way of always knowing what was happening aboard the ship, and everyone
wondered whether her hunches were just lucky or whether she she really was a
telepath of some sort. There was so much that no-one knew about her. Guinan was
a true enigma, and it was obvious that that was the way she liked it.
'I take it the Captain doesn't know yet?'
Beverly rapidly shook her head.
'No, and I don't want him to know yet either'
'Then how do you know if he wouldn't behave like that around you. Don't you
think you owe him that right, after all, it is his first child.'
Beverly turned and watched her two best friends for some time, jealousy
tugging at her heart. But she realised that Guinan was right and turned to tell
her so, but as usual she had quietly slunk out of sight.
Three months later
Deanna was lying on her couch, sick to her stomach. The breakfast she had
replicated that morning had brought on her first dose of morning sickness. She
was gutted Deanna had been so positive that she was not going to be one of the
unlucky ones. Will came back from working the night shift, stopping short when
he walked into her quarters.
'Dee, are you o.k?'
She nodded miserably.
'Just delayed morning sickness.'
Even Will knew that was unusual, but he was not quite sure if it was
different for Betazoids, so he didn't get unduly worried, and he didn't want to
worry her. He had noticed that she was getting tired very easily, to the point
that she was already only working in the mornings, coming home, and sleeping all
He went and got her a glass of water, and she sipped at it gratefully.
Will tried asking her if she thought it was worth having a chat to Beverly,
but was surprised when she replied that Beverly herself had not been very well,
figuring that she must have picked up a bug. Will was confused. He had only just
seen Beverly and she looked perfectly o.k. to him.
'When did you see Beverly last?'
Deanna looked up at him with a puzzled look.
'Early this morning. I got a cramp, so I went for a walk along the corridor
about 7.00am. She said hello to me, then went green and rushed back to her
A huge grin appeared on his face, and a devilish glint sparkled in his eyes.
'I think that our own Doctor Crusher could be suffering from a spot of what
your having herself.'
He laughed out loud at the thought and Deanna stared at him like he had gone mad.
'You don't mean Beverly's pregnant as well?'
He nodded, still chuckling.
'Yep! I can't believe we didn't spot it before. Now when I think about it, it
was obvious. I can't believe Jean-Luc is keeping it a secret, the old
son-of-a-gun. I can't wait to see his face when he realises I know.'
A puzzled frown crossed Captain Picards face. Why was his second in command
constantly giving him funny looks and an even sillier grin to go with it. A
couple of times he was certain that he had even winked at him! He dared to
glance his way again, and sure enough, Will was grinning from ear to ear.
'Is there a problem Number One?'
Will laughed out loud.
'A problem Sir?, No Sir, I don't think I have a problem.'
Picard looked at him a little oddly then rose to leave.
'You have the bridge Commander'
Picard headed into his ready room. He was very perplexed. What on Earth was
wrong with him. He went into his rest-room and checked his reflection in the
mirror. No, he could not see anything untoward. Picard muttered to himself,
'The man must be on a high at the prospect of becoming a father. I wish he'd
pick on someone else to taunt'
He went and sat at his desk and the door sounded.
The door opened and Beverly entered. She seemed a little nervous.
'Doctor, what can I do for you?'
The door hissed shut behind her.
'Jean-Luc, I must speak to you...'
The Captain of the Enterprise entered the bridge an hour later. Deathly pale
and had a somewhat stunned expression on his face. Worried, Will stood to face
'Captain, is everything alright?'
He stared at his first officer for sometime. Will thought for a moment that
he had received bad news. Perhaps Beverly had lost her baby. He repeated his
enquiry with some urgency.
'Sir, are you o.k?.. Has something happened?'
The question finally shook him out of his trance.
'Oh, No, well, Yes, but I'm not sure how to quite explain it'
He didn't have to. It became obvious to Will that the Captain had not known
about the baby, and Beverly had just this moment told him. The man was in shock!
Will grinned and steered him back towards the ready room passing command to
Data, who was watching the scene with his usual expressionless interest. His
priority moved back to the view screen once Will had given him the order to
continue running the ship. His curiosity immediately switching off as he did
what he was told.
Will stood in front of the man who had become the only person he had ever
looked up to. He was not quite sure whether to laugh at the expression on his
Captains face, or show a false concern. He decided to show the latter.
'Care to talk about it Sir?'
Picard looked at him for a long moment, then he frowned as he posed Will his
'How did you feel when found out that Deanna was going to have a baby?'
Will smiled at the memory.
'Well actually Sir, I was so stunned that I ran off to my quarters and had a
good cry. Of course, it was slightly different for us, circumstances an' all.
But once I got over that, I was over the moon, as I'm sure you will be Jean-Luc,
once it has sunk in that your going to be a dad. And I'm sure you will make a
great dad despite your obvious aversion to children. It'll be different when
you've got your own.
Then it dawned on Picard that Will had already know that Beverly was
pregnant. He was not amused.
'Are you telling me that you KNEW Doctor Crusher was expecting?'
Will laughed at the memory of Deanna telling him about her meeting with the
nauseus Beverly in the corridor.
'Not really Sir, other than the fact that I'd recognised the similarities
between them. Beverly started turning green about the same time as Deanna, and I
had noticed that er...she had... 'blossomed'
'Yes... Well...I. Thank you Number One'
Will turned to go, but turned back to give his Captain a gentle piece of
'You should go to her Sir. It's important that your there for her, whatever
you may be feeling. Her thoughts and feelings have to come first.'
Picard smiled his thanks, and Will left him alone with his thoughts.
A few minutes later Will watched Picard walk from his ready room, straight
into the turbo-lift. Will smiled his understanding as the rest of the bridge
crew wondered what was going on. Nobody dared ask.
Deanna was sitting with her best friend in her quarters, holding her hand,
trying to calm her. Beverly had done possibly the worst part, telling the
Captain of the Starship Entrerprise 1701D that she was two months pregnant , and
that he was the father. Then she had ran.
Deanna had met her on her way back to her quarters and was now attempting to
help her friend focus on what she was going to do now. Her feelings about the
baby, and most of all, her feeling for the Captain. Beverly knew that she was
relieved that she had finally plucked up the courage to tell him. Now she was
worried about his reaction once he'd got over the shock.
They both jumped as the door bleeped. Beverly's frightened bright blue eyes
stared into Deanna's calm rich chocolate ones. Hands squeezed each others, and
Deanna decided to be the one to call him in.
'Come in Captain'
Picard stepped into the room and hesitated when he saw Deanna. She stood to
'I'm sure you have got lots to talk about, I'll see you later.'
She smiled tenderly at the them both and walked out of the door.
Jean-Luc and Beverly stared at each other in silence for some time, before he
went and sat down beside her and gently took her hands....
Will grew increasingly concerned about Deanna's health. Her morning sickness
was lasting much longer than most other cases he had read up on. Beverly's had
stopped and she was radiant, especially now Picard had finally come to terms
with the pospect of impending fatherhood, as was he, but he was worried.
Beverly had failed to find anything wrong with her, and had just put it down
to her being slightly different because she was a Betazoid. Her knowledge on
Betazoid pregnancy was very limited and Deanna had flatly refused when Beverly
had suggested she asked her mother for advice.
Deanna did not want her mother to know yet, until it was far too late to
persuade her to terminate a child obviously born out of wedlock. That would not
have gone down well with the respected houses that her Mother so fiercly tried
to keep in line with. That thought alone angered Deanna enough to say nothing,
so she suffered in silence.
The only time she felt in control of herself was late at night when they were
both cuddled up in bed with their hands splayed across her fast growing tummy,
feeling the slight movements. She centered her thoughts onto her daughter, a
fact she had known from the beginning, and it was precious moments that they
would always treasure.
Deanna was nearly seven months pregnant when they both suddenly realised that
she was not being sick anymore. Now it was her turn to bloom, and bloom she did.
She was able to spend some time with her closest friends swapping stories. Tears
used to run when they recounted some of her morning sickness drama's,
'One morning I woke up and Deanna was crawling along the floor to the
bathroom, and when I asked her what she was doing, she said, 'I have to stay low
to the ground because if I die, I don't want to fall down. ' They all roared
with laughter, and even Deanna could smile now.
'Those days were one long haze to me. If I wasn't being sick, I was crying,
and I really did cry a lot...I swear, I will never do this to myself ever again'
Then she realised what she had said, and smiled sadly.
'This baby and you Will have become my whole Universe. And you Imzadi, are
the one who gave her to me'
Tears welled up in his eyes as he lifted her fingers to his mouth and kissed
Jean-Luc looked at Beverly, who had tears running down her face, and he
lifted her hand to his face and kissed her fingers too. No more words were said
for some time as the foursome rejoiced in their new found comradeship.
Deanna thought she knew what the word meant, but her last two months
convinced her that the last eight months had been a dress rehearsal. She did not
feel fat, she felt obese, gargantuan, hideous, corpulent, bulky, massive, huge,
immense, whopping, bloated... But not fat.
Deanna had blown up overnight, and the morning she discovered a double chin,
she had cried for an hour. She hated waddling. She hated walking with her legs
so far apart, everybody hought she was having it there and then. Even the
precious cargo she was carrying inside began to abuse her, and Deanna was
certain that the tiny feet purposly rammed themselves up into her ribcage, then
twisted around and made her already swollen boobs throb in agony.
She and Beverly had started to attend Lamaze classes, but was concious of
another member of the crew who was also expecting, constantly staring at her. At
the end of the class, the woman approached Deanna and bluntly asked,
'Are you expecting twins or what?'
It was a long time before Beverly could console her, acutely concious that
she was still quite slender despite being due at the same time as her friend.
Deanna opted to remain in her quarters after that, her confidence shattered. The
only thought that kept her going was the imminent arrival of her little one.
The baby dropped, so they all knew it was any day now. Will was like a cat on
hot bricks. She did not know who was more worried, him or her. They spent most
of their private time, just reflecting on their lives, their future and now
their daughters future. IIt was just this such a time, when Deanna suddenly sat
up with a start.
Will sat up beside her.
'Oh Will...It's started'
And before she could do anything else, he had barked out.
'Commander Riker to Doctor Crusher. Medical emergency in Counselor Troi's
Deanna was amazed at his stupidness.
'But Will, it could be hours yet'
He was determined he was going to be in control of this situation.
'I'm not taking any chances, this is too important, YOU are too important. I
don't want anything to go wrong.'
The door beeped and Will admitted the very pregnant, puffing Doctor Crusher,
'Hi you two, How far apart are we?'
Deanna looked scathingly at Will.
'I don't know Beverly, I haven't had a chance to monitor them yet!'
Will looked acutely embarrassed, Beverly smiled her understanding.
'Oh, well, better to be safe than sorry. Do you feel able to walk to sick-bay
Deanna nodded, and Will heaved her up from the bed.
Now when Deanna waddled along the corridor she really did look like she was
about to have it there and then. The pains began to cramp in earnest, and she
looked to Beverly for some assurance that things really do happen this quick.
She didn't like what she saw. Deanna saw Beverly's quick glance to Will
confirming that this wasn't usual, and Deanna choked back a sob.
'I don't think she's going to make it to sickbay Will.'
'Beverly, I don't want my baby born in the corridor!'
Then Will's face brightened,
'I know, we're nearer to the holodeck. We can go there'
Beverly nodded, and they made a quick about turn.'
As they came to the door Beverly shouted,
'Computer, run emergency sick-bay programme, maternity section.'
They entered the holosuite and stepped into a perfect delivery room complete with crib.
Deanna sobbed with relief. The labor pains were almost constant, and she
could no longer walk under her own steam. Will was practically carrying her, and
he hoisted her up on to bio-bed
Beverly worked quickly and efficiently arranging everything she needed around
her. She had already called for her assistant, Nurse Ogawa to join them in the
Holodeck, and was relieved when she finally arrived with a somewhat bemused
smile on her face.
Will stood by Deanna's head and quietly watched what was happening around
him. This was way out of his league and he began to feel on overwhelming
sensation of powerlessness, andhe didn't like it. As Deanna began to groan and
writhe beside him he knew he could not stay there with her.
Deanna was horrified when he let go of her hand and walked out of the room.
She wailed at his retreating back.
'Will! Don't go!!'
Beverly looked up from the instrument she was checking when she heard
Deanna's heart-wrenching wail, Will looked haunted, she quickly told the nurse
to carry on with what she was doing and followed him out.
Will, where are you going?'
He stopped and looked back at her.
'I can't do this Beverly. I can't stand to see her in so much pain, I can
feel it too'
Beverly did not understand what he was saying.
'You mean you can feel her labor pains?'
He shook his head.
'No, I can feel all the pains going through her head, and her fright, and
She looked amazed.
'Do you mean that you are empathic too?
Beverly grabbed his arm and tried to drag him back in, he pulled against her.
'Will, don't you see, you can help. You can calm her with your own
thoughts.You can help. Please, come and help us deliver your baby daughter'
He reluctantly allowed himself to be pulled back in.
Nurse Ogawa was trying to get Deanna to breath. Deanna's voice came back like
a demon possessed.
'SCREW THE BREATHING!!'
Will hurried back to his position at Deanna's head and as he took her hands,
she held his in a vice like grip. He was not going anywhere again.
Will focused his mind on her.
*Imzadi, hush... Come on breathe, breathe with me. We can do this*
She closed her eyes and let her mind connect with his.
Beverly watched her friends go into a trance like state, and when Deanna felt
the urge to push, Will was right along beside her. Beverly swore that from the
moment that Will had connected with her, Deanna felt no pain. It was not until
Beverly cried that she could see the baby's head did they allow themselves to
come out of the trance and wonder at the miracle happening in before them.
Ten minutes later Genie Francesca Riker made her entrance to the world,
straight into the arms of her daddy.
Two weeks later, after Deanna's surgery had been finalised, Lwaxana troi had
made herself known on the ship and demanded that Will marry her daughter, and
give her and her grandaughter their respectability. She had only relented on not
reporting Will to Starfleet command when she found out the true circumstances.
But was even more miffed when Deanna had refused a traditional Betazed
wedding.Her with her breasts still enormously distended from having Genie.
Beverly nine months pregnant, and as for Will and the Captain... I don't think
So the ceremony was held in the Enterprise Chapel. Deanna looked radiant.
Lwaxana looked...smug, and Will couldn't stop grinning. Ten months ago he would
never have believed he would have been standing here, exchanging vows with the
only woman who ever meant anything and everything to him. And better still, they
were still, The best of friends...
Jean-Luc Picard's voice boomed out across the chapel filled with the best of
his crew, and the woman who he had grown to love beyond his wildest dreams.
'I now pronounce you husband and...'
A gasp rose up from the audience and all eyes turned on it's source.
Beverly was sitting on the pew with the baby in her arms and a huge wet
puddle on the floor. Her surprised expression looked up at her loved one's. Will
swung his head back to look at his Captain, who had now turned a nasty shade of
Will grinned and swung his arm to gesture him to lead the way.
Picard swung past him, then stopped and turned back to them both.
'Oh yes, Wife, You may now kiss the bride.'
A cheer went up from the congregation as Captain Jean-Luc Picard and Doctor
Beverly Crusher went on their way to start their new life together.
- Epilogue -
Jean-Luc watched his son come into the world with a wonderous sense of awe.
He was speechless.
The baby had a shock of bright red carrot hair and the same piercing blue
eyes that he had so come to love on the woman who watched his face intently,
despite being exhausted after her six hour labor.
'Beverly...I don't know what to say'
He saw her eyes glisten and her lip tremble.
He did a double take when he realised that she thought that he was
'Oh no, Beverly. You have just given me the best gift any woman could give to
He gently picked up his son and cradled him close, the look of tenderness
tugged at Beverly's heart.
She leaned across and put her little finger on the hand that was not much
bigger than her thumb and even tinier fingers flexed and wrapped themselves
Beverly smiled up into Jean-Luc's face and was surprised to see his eyes
shimmer with tears.
'I think we had better give our son a name don't you Jean-Luc?
He coughed nervously, trying to rein in his emotions.
'Well, I wondered...How do feel about the name Jaques?, in honor of Jack.
Without him I would never have met you, and without you I would have never had
met this little guy.'
This time it was Beverly's turn for the tears to spring to her eyes. She
nodded with a sad smile.
'Yes...yes, I'd like that. Thank you Jean-Luc'
The door bleeped and Jean-Luc looked at Beverly and grinned.
'I bet I know who that is...Come!'
Will Riker's grinning face peaked around the door,
'Hi!...Can I come in?'
'Your already in Number One. Come and meet Jaques'
Will's eyebrows rose as he came and stood beside his Captain.
'Jaques, I like it'
The door bleeped again, Jean-Luc smiled knowingly.
'Come in Deanna.'
Her head bobbed around the door frame.
Hi, can I...'
She spotted her husband standing beside Beverly,
'Will!, you were supposed to wait for me.'
He nervously cleared his throat.
'Sorry Deanna, couldn't resist'
'Couldn't stand the nappy I just had to change more like!'
They all looked at him and he blushed.
'Yes...Well...I'll get the next one...'
Picard laughed outright at his first office.r
Will looked at him indignantly.
'You just wait and see what your son's first nappies look like. Last time I
saw anything like that was on the planet Vagra two, when Armus attacked us!, All
black and greeny coloured slime. Yeuch!!
Will shuddered as he remembering the evil being that claimed Yar's life and
very nearly his own.
They all laughed at him until Picard frowned as he passed a look between both Will and Deanna.
'I thought you two were surposed to be leaving for your honeymoon straight
after the ceremony?'
Will and Deanna looked across at each other and smiled. Will decided to tell
them the news.
'Well Sir, we decided to delay it until after your wedding that Lwaxana is at
this very moment arranging for you in two weeks time. That way, we could all go
away together...Y'see then we can take turns babysitting.'
He grinned at the shocked looks on their faces, clearly pleased with himself.
'Well... Isn't that what best friends are for?....'